Tuesday, February 21, 2012

suprise: love.

i'm always surprised by love. how she expresses herself. how she grabs me, pulls me in, and appeals for my attention.

the games are always new. titilating. sometimes even a bit dangerous or risque. But either way i can feel when she peeks her head out. usually at the end of her conquest. my face is covered in fudge, i'm naked but in the middle of a Midwest field. it's dark and very warm. so it must be summer. but i have no idea how i got here.

she peeks her head from behind a moon lit tree. smiling like a nimph. she makes me absolutely crazy.

she rushes over with a colorful rough feeling blanket. must be wool and wipes the fudge off my face covers me with the blanket. kisses me squarly and softly on the mouth and then disappears.

Love. is.

Always a surprise.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Whitney's Not Dead!!!

Whitney's not dead.

No! It can't be.

I just saw her singing on stage.

I just saw her on TV.

She's not dead. She's alive.

Her energy just sings.

I'm so thankful for the joy and light.

So thankful for what she brings.

I can't enjoy the funeral.

I can't enjoy the hoax.

Because Whitney's not gone.

She's too busy inspiring hope.

Maybe she travelled to India.

To see the that run and play.

Or I bet she's flying in to Soweto
asking Mandela if she could stay.

Whitney's not gone she wouldn't do that.

She wouldn't leave us here. Like that.

I miss her so much. A voice and spirit so
amazing.She would laugh to hear me say, "Yo...
She was PHAT."

Whitney I love you. Now..stop playing games
with our hearts.

Heveanly Father please give her a brand new start.

Maybe you can come back and try it again. Oh Whitney!

Please Whitney I know you hear me *softly whispering
softly* thank you so much for everything."

Thank you for being a sister friend.

(c)2012 Tiffany Gouch. SWEET LIT. All Rights Reserved.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

WHITNEEeeeeeeeeeYYYY!!!!!


http://youtu.be/8QaI-M9sxW4
Used to sing this in "competitions" with neighborhood
friends. Trying of course to hit the hi notes.

Still can't say goodbye.

:.)..

Saturday, February 4, 2012

to my best friend...

To my best friend.

I'm not sure what others are interested in.

It's all good and whatever's okay.

It seems that people want to poke me, prod me, and dissect

but my kind of friendship...is the kind you might
not of had as yet.

Or maybe you have.

I've learned so much from you.

No longer scared, angry, needy, or afraid.

Because it's your kind of friendship that I'd be proud
to take to my grave...

(ok... this poem is getting way to surreal.)

Anyway... I am who I am... And you know the deal.

Thanks for being true. And as always. I don't
want anything. Just thinking about u.

To my best friend.

(C)2012 Tiffany Gouch. All Rights Reserved.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

jesus.

Jesus wept... and then he was like...

"The Lord is my shepard. So I'm good now...

No need to cry."


THANK GOD!

(c)2012 Tiffany Gouch. SWEET Lit!
All Rights Reserved.

Monday, January 16, 2012

IT WAS ALL A DREAM!...



This where it all began. Not only will I continue to work on my foundation Eleven Squared, but
I am building the HOM foundation as well. Businesses are not just for profit anymore. Michael
Jackson and Oprah showed me basically how I can do my part to truly make the world a better
place. Now SWEET Entertainment exists!!!

I have crossed many many milestones and had to learn many tough lessons in order to make this
dream a reality. I can't believe that I am actually here... and it feeeeeeeel SO good!

Hard work is ahead. But now I am here! AND I AM TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY READY!!!!

Thanks for reading guys...

follow me on twitter if you like or look at the blessings that have come from SWEET TV! we've
surpassed 15,000 total views. And with more programming coming. The uphill is now less of a "battle"

This feels right.

Please give feedback.

Tell a friend.

AND THANK YOU!!!!

~Sincerely molasses jones
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AND THANK YOU! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!!

HAPPY Martin Luther King Jr. DAY!!!!


And don't forget to dream...

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Detained man suspect in 4 Calif. homeless killings

Detained man suspect in 4 Calif. homeless killings
this is a good thing.

They saw me coming...

They saw me coming...

Swishing swaying.
Dark
     Lovely
              Beautiful
Intelligent
          Blessed
               Resourceful
      Resilient
Talented
     Peaceful
                Loving
                            Giving
ALL Ready
                   Successful
                                  Breathing
              Heavy
                                                          Independent
                                           Full of Life

And the panicked.

They didn't know what to do with me.

So they pooped. hissed. they gagged. and coughed.
and Sagged and dropped their faces. And they looked mad.
While others looked in interest. And even more looked away.

BUT...

now they laugh. they cry. they cheer.  they hiss. they look embarrassed.
some frown. they hide. they do the p.p. dance. Why?

THEY SAW ME COMING!

And I didn't turn away I kept going and going. and
I kept on GROWING

And I didn't know why.

Until I realized that THEY SAW ME COMING...

And that. Is just the beginning of the tale.


(c) 2012 Tiffany Gouch. All Rights Reserved.

     

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Staying strong.

I've had to deal with alot of B.S. since moving way cross country.
To be honest a lot of it has been hurtful.
I've had attorney's who could help me, deny me even a conversation.
I've had people play games that left me literally out in the cold.
I've had the blessing of knowing and finding my talent and my gift. #notBS
I have had to deal with jealousy and rage from people I do not know.
I have had to sleep outside.
I have had to find ways to stay warm. To keep my composure.
I have had folks lie, cheat, and steal from me.
But I didn't want those things anyway.

I have had little help. I am gay, black, female and very talented in a land of #notTHAT. Oprah wouldn't have made it in this environment being a God-fearing straight woman. That's why she chose Chicago.

But I let them laugh.
I let them giggle.
I let them play dirty games.
I let them snear.
I let them try and hurt me, so that I look like the bad guy.
I let them not answer when I am reaching out.
I let them give opportunities to others that I asked politely for.
I let them use my circumstance as an opportunity to be self-serving.
If that's what they want to do...
I let them.
I let them.
I let.
BECAUSE through it all...

I have become stronger. Better. Tougher. Leaner. Nicer. More loving. More kind. More intelligent. And more disciplined.

And whether it is acknowledge here or not. I will be very VERY successful. In fact that I am living, breathing, loving, learning, black as tar, beautiful and full of LIGHT is a very good show of my success.

In the face of it all. I am...STRONGER!

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

what inspires?

It's kinda of funny what inspires me to write. Sometimes it's when I am full of stuff and feeling empty at the same time. FULL and empty.

Then it all comes pouring out. Mostly in song. There's really something to singing what you have to say to someone. Sometimes that someone is even myself. It's a crazy process but I LOVE it.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

my confession:

I must admit: I don't know everything.

I confess. I need U.

A few years ago I said I WAS READY!!!

I wasn't quite ready then. But I am HEAVENLY
working and prepared.

DEVINE!

~molasses

(after meeting Queen Latifah today in Santa Barbara)

Monday, August 15, 2011

SWEET Entertainment

BRILLIANCE IS NEVER STAYING STUCK IN THE PAST.  BUT CREATING IN THE FUTURE!!!
Join in! www.gofundme.com/molassesjones



missing.

I'm not quite sure what's happening but since I met someone I can call a TRUE friend nothing more than CRAZINESS and adventure have shown up in my life. I have to admit without being too specific that I'm am exhausted and at the same time super excited about the future. ALL of my DREAMS are beckoning for me to take hold. HEALTH. WEALTH. LOVE. and HAPPINESS was what I was missing. Now I have a profound desire to take them by the hand and capture them all.

Like me take some time to look around if you think your life is missing something.

Keep looking. It's right there. waiting...

: )






Sunday, August 14, 2011

Trying again.

I watched this video and thought about how some times we play around with the people in our lives. We don't take enough time to show them that while they are loving us and we are screwing up... that we really do care about them. I'm really happy that Rodman took the time to share his love and thanks with the people in his life. Boy does he have people with who are strong around him. That could put up with him. When he was constantly and possibly intentionally breaking his bus own down, his own support team..there they were, his friends and family. All there to love and support him. Each person played a role. Not one person did it all. Now this is love in action. This is the beauty of trying again.

Look what I've been working on.....

www.molassesjones247.webs.com

and


www.gofundme.com/molassesjones

My babies are here...now they wanna GROW!

Chip in where you can!

and stay SWEET!

~molasses











Thursday, August 11, 2011

formspring.me

Tell me one SWEET thing you'd most like to do in your life time?

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

My friendship with Michael Jackson... the VOICE!

For years I was wondering who the person was that I met anonymously on Black Planet back in 2000. Now I know that this person connected me to all of their associates and acquaintances before he passed. (I've met a lot of GREAT people in just a few years in California. Hi GUYS!!! and GALS!!!) However, this information only really became important recently when I began to look back at 'odd' occurrences that had happened in my life. (Now I see them as blessings!!!) Particularly the loss of my journal and the many songs that have been created and published from that journal into multi-platinum hits without my name or permission and the RELATIONSHIPS that I have begun to form from this "tragedy" and the GOALS that are now HOLDING ME up (think Kunta... Kunta Kinte...lol). Boy I have learned enough to teach a village. Music, television, and film will be my classroom.  I no longer believe that these occurrences are coincidences. Nor are they my downfall. THEY ARE MY UPRISING! and the RISING OF US ALL! THANK YOU MICHAEL for believing in me! Listen to the voice of my mentor, OUR HERO and friend, which has a striking similarity to the one I heard was blessed to meet with night after night...without having a clue of who I was talking to. MJ is ALIVE in all of US!