suprise: love.

i'm always surprised by love. how she expresses herself. how she grabs me, pulls me in, and appeals for my attention.

the games are always new. titilating. sometimes even a bit dangerous or risque. But either way i can feel when she peeks her head out. usually at the end of her conquest. my face is covered in fudge, i'm naked but in the middle of a Midwest field. it's dark and very warm. so it must be summer. but i have no idea how i got here.

she peeks her head from behind a moon lit tree. smiling like a nimph. she makes me absolutely crazy.

she rushes over with a colorful rough feeling blanket. must be wool and wipes the fudge off my face covers me with the blanket. kisses me squarly and softly on the mouth and then disappears.

Love. is.

Always a surprise.

missing.

I'm not quite sure what's happening but since I met someone I can call a TRUE friend nothing more than CRAZINESS and adventure have shown up in my life. I have to admit without being too specific that I'm am exhausted and at the same time super excited about the future. ALL of my DREAMS are beckoning for me to take hold. HEALTH. WEALTH. LOVE. and HAPPINESS was what I was missing. Now I have a profound desire to take them by the hand and capture them all.

Like me take some time to look around if you think your life is missing something.

Keep looking. It's right there. waiting...

: )